Holding Off.. || BLOGTOBER

Hello internet.
I'll be honest, the past couple of weeks have been nothing but hell for me, I've been sick for a while and had no idea why until I was admitted to Hospital Saturday night where I found out I have inflamed Kidneys and Influenza. I know what you're thinking, "It's just the flu, get over it" but what you don't know is that I've had so many other symptoms with this it's getting to the point where I can barely get out of bed or eat. (Only really getting out of bed to use the bathroom, my current count for bathroom use last night was 42 times, I shit you not. No pun intended). 

But for now, I think I'm going to hold off on the Blogtober posts, only because I'm finding it hard right now to even sit at my PC and think of something to write up for you guys. 

So yeah, there's always next year right? 
I hope whatever I have clears up soon honestly..

Reasons I love Autumn || BLOGTOBER

Yay, guess who's finally up to date with all their Blogtober posts? You're right, it's me. 
So I thought todays post would be about all the reasons I love the Autumnal season, not just because the air is cooler and crisp, the nights draw in more quickly and you can snuggle up in mountains of blankets with hot chocolate, but because of how close the season is to Christmas, and I'm a sucker for festive activities, not forgetting, the best holiday, Halloween. 

October is the month that you can sort yourself out, I use Autumn to go threw my things and declutter my life, as well as preparing for Winter. October itself is such a relaxing month in my eyes, and even though it's going so fast already, I can tell it's going to be a good month. 
So with me keeping on, I guess I was gonna tell you the reasons why I love Autumn;

  • Leaves falling and crunching
  • Hot chocolate, stupid amounts of hot chocolate
  • Getting cosy in massive blankets
  • Oversized jumpers

  • Bonfire Night
  • Halloween
  • Scented candles
  • Spending stupid amounts of time snuggled up in bed with Halloween movies
And those are my main favourites of why I love Autumn, what do you love?

Sick of Being Sick || BLOGTOBER

So for the past week now I've had what only I can describe as the flu of doom. 
I have an ear infection and a sinus infection, so you can imagine I feel far from fabulous right now. 
Luckily, finding out that I had an ear infection that's connected to my ongoing nausea is such a relief because I thought it could have been something worse, but I guess that's just me overthinking? I'm just finding it difficult sleeping, eating, really doing anything with an 'ing' at the end right now. I have a weird pain, I'm not so sure on how to desribe it, going from the bottom of my nose, into my head and accross my cheeks, you think having a sinus infection is fun? Because it's not.. I guess I'm just rambling again, I'm just sick of being sick all the time, y'know? 

All About Me || BLOGTOBER

I thought this Blogtober post would be fun to get all close and personal and tell you some things about myself.. Not too close mind you, because some things are best left unsaid, or better yet, for another blog post all together.

The basics:

(The boring part) I'm 24 years old, I have dirty blonde hair and blue eyes.  
I sometimes stream over on my Twitch channel, I'm very bad at video games and not the most patient person, but i have a lot of fun doing it. 
I studied IT in college for four years before going off to Art school to study a foundation degree in Game Design and Animation, after staying there for a year, I dropped out because the course just wasn't for me. 
I'm currently working for my local Hospital doing an apprenticeship in Business Administration and I love it (I just wish the pay was better). 
I've suffered with Anxiety (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and Depression since I was around 16, along with some other things I wont go into now.  
I have a boyfriend who lives in London, and he is very very lovely. 

Fried chicken. 
Mostly 80's music but I like some of the music that the 'cool kids' listen to sometimes, it depends what mood I'm in honestly. 
Laughing and making people laugh, even if that person is laughing at something dumb I've said, it still gives me that fuzzy 'I did that' feeling. 
I've recently started drinking Peppermint tea and I'm mad I didn't start drinking it sooner. 
Being organised. I hate being late for things, cinema, appointments, work, you name it. I always try and be at least ten minutes early to any of these things in fear of being late or missing out. 
Fried chicken. 

Mushrooms, mince meat and pasta.
People who go out of the way to hurt other people, what do you gain from this?
Bees and wasps. 
Spiders, not necessarily a dislike, more of a phobia to be honest. 
People who use other people for personal gain.

I'm a nightmare if I'm tired and/or hangry.
I love to nap. 
I let people walk all over me and I don't know why. 
I can go from not caring what people think about me to actually caring what they think, it's a work in progress thing and I'm getting there but it hurts what some people say sometimes. 
I know how to ride a motorbike. 
I find it frustrating that so many people are good at things and I'm not really good at anything. 

Well, I hope this gives you a little more of an insight on who I am as a person, I'm not perfect but then again who is? I'm really loving writing this Blogtober posts right now so who knows, maybe i'll keep up to date with them? No promises, obviously..