Midnight Thoughts



Okay so maybe more like 1am thoughts but I thought the title sounded way cuter than '1am thoughts'.. Now I think about it, anything sounds better than that. This isn't really what I'd call a 'proper' blog post, I just felt like writing, but had nothing to write about. Is that even a thing? Wanting to write, but whatever idea you had to write about in your head just vanishes into nothing like it never existed. Poof, gone. No? Just me then.

It's nearly 2am now. I'm sat in front of my computer, on the edge of my bed, grudging the cold and feeling all humbug-ey, not because it's less than 35 days until Christmas (Not that I'm counting) I just really, really, really, really hate the cold weather, like some cold is okay, y'know the cold breeze you get in summer at night? That is an acceptable about amount of cold? But the British winter? No. A big no no. I honestly don't know how people live in igloos or on the colder climates, maybe they're just more bad ass than me. (Maybe). I prefer the beginning of the Summer, when it's not too hot and not too cold, and you can go outside and not have to worry about getting cold but also not worry about getting roasted like a marshmallow, that's the best kind of weather. But then if rain is going to get involved that's a whole different story, I mean, I love snuggling under blankets, watching it bucket down with rain with the heating on and a hot chocolate with a mountain of whipped cream on, who doesn't? But I hate hate HATE when it's raining, but sunny at the same time. How does that even work!? It's like mother nature couldn't make her mind up on something so it has to be both or nothing at all. I don't know why it bugs me so much, it just does, silly isn't it?

Back to Christmas talk and I'm actually a little bit excited for it this year. I haven't felt a build up to Christmas like this since I was little and the feeling is kinda nice. I know most of the christmassy vibe is mainly commercial nowadays but I still like the fact that everyone gets together with their family to spend the day together, whether they like it or not. 
I'm also super excited spending Christmas with my partner. It's our first festive day together and as cliché as it sounds I just want it to be perfect. He also hates the fact I got him lots of little presents so I'm also looking forward to his facial expressions when he opens them; Which will probably look alot like:

me: O(≧▽≦)O  him: ʕノ•ᴥ•ʔノ ︵ ┻━┻

Starting to think about going to bed now. Maybe. Snuggling up under the warm covers actually sounds so appealing. 

I'm sorry for the random spam of thoughts just felt like my brain was going to explode if I didn't write something.

Sweet dreams all.

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