Stress & finding myself

There comes a time in everyone's life where you get stressed, but in my case lately I feel like that's been every other day for me. Even over silly little things like "where am I going to be in five years" or "What am I going to do today". Seriously, I stress about what I'm going to do on a specific day, I'm not sure why, I just like to keep myself busy, I feel like if I'm not doing anything or feel like I'm being productive that I've wasted that day. Does anyone else feel like if they haven't been productive on certain days that you feel like you've wasted a day? Or is that just me?

Wow, just looking back I feel like all I really talk about is stress, anxiety, ect. Guess who needs to change that? Me. I need a more positive outlook on life and I need to chill out more.Only I can do that. I need to stop 'caring'  about what other people think of me and just start doing things for myself. I know it's going to be hard but I know I can do it. Years of bulling and having anxiety has made me so self concious and shy that I just keep myself to myself, but I know that this can be bad, especially in the long run. I just want friends y'know? 

Wow, this post escalated quickly, sorry guys but I feel kinda better for venting. 

If you ever need someone to talk to or need to vent please don't hesitate to contact me via Twitter and I will do my best to help you, give advice, ect. I'm a great listener c:

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