Sunshine, Sunburn & Other Things


It's currently 18°C outside but it feels so much hotter. My back has a little sunburn from actually being outside and I'm not even trying to tan. Every time I lie down or put my back against something it hurts a little, not fun :(

Tomorrow is the last day I work in a job I don't enjoy anymore. I really don't know how to feel about it, scared more than anything. I start this new job nearer the end of the month after I come home from Ibiza, and I've never been more scared about something in my whole entire life. The thought of going into a job field where I know nothing is frightening in itself, but learning new things and growing in that field is what I'm looking forward to the most, and the thought of what I'll be doing will potentially being helping people in the long run and for most of their lives is what I'm most excited about. (Totally not the fact that I'm working with three other people called Laura, which, fyi, is the best name ever, thanks mum).

But in all seriousness I think this new job is going to be good for me, learning new things, being around new people, getting away from all the drama at my current work now, it's ridiculous the things that people come out with and what I've heard but that's the price you gotta pay for working in retail I guess.

Moving on, I need to vent this now before my head explodes but my anxiety about getting on the plane to Ibiza is real. Not being a frequent flier probably doesn't help this situation but the whole 'taking off' and 'landing' thing really isn't my cup of tea and I get so nervous it's unreal. Which is silly because when we're up in the air I'm fine, it's just the latter parts that make me scared... I'm sure i'll be fine though, I have Hawaiian punch bubblegum to get me through it!

Hurry up Wednesday!


I hope all you lovelies are having the best day! I'm going to try and take a nap!


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