On the third day of Blogmas..

Day three:

Hello world.
The christmas cards are written, the tree is up, and has been for about two weeks now, and the turkey is in the freezer. How organised am I? This week has been a mixture of me being mostly tired, stressed and sombre. A mixture of things I really don't like to be if I'm honest, lately I feel a bit lost with how I feel about certain situations and I need to get into tune with myself again. 

I'll be honest, I'm not really looking foward to Christmas that much any more, like the build up for it. I guess retail does that to you though, Christmas is so 'present' orientated now and you gotta buy this or that or you wont have a good Christmas, it's like really? It was nice when I was younger but now that I'm a bit older I just think that Christmas is just another day of the year not something to celebrate. 
Sorry for the downer of a paragraph, it's just how I feel I suppose. I haven't even got an advent calendar this year and that makes me a little sad honestly because who doesn't want chocolate before breakfast every morning for an entire month?

But life goes on and things change, prehaps i'll think differently as it comes more closer to Christmas, we'll see, I'm usually a little pessimistic before Christmas anyway, not the best way to be i'll be honest, I like to be as positive as I can be (And for the people who know me in person and not just through the screen can probably argue with that) but still. The more positivity, the better. 

And I suppose that's my little rant for Blogmas done for today. If there's anything you'd like me to write about let me know in the comments below! :)