Oh hai,

I won't lie to you guys, I've been feeling a bit lost lately. Not having a job or really a social life is kinda starting to take it's toll on me. It's really dis-heartening when you apply for so many jobs and hear absolutly nothing back from any of them. You think employers would at least have the desency to email you to say you haven't been successful at least? Bleh. It's kind of getting to the point where I'm like, "is there any point of trying to find another job right now" but another part of me is like "you have bills to pay you can't afford to not work" which is true, and also not stressful in any way whatsoever. (Note the sarcasm).

I guess I'm just a bit lost within myself if that makes sense? I don't really feel like me right now, I just feel like I'm drifting through each day with nothing to really tie me down and set my head straight. I'm hoping this is something that'll pass, but right now I could legit stay in bed all day everyday and not doing anything, sounds like a fun life right? Aha. Please hire me someone?