This Is A Sad Post

 So as I sit here, post shower, pretty much naked and feeling sorry for myself, I thought I'd write myself a little posty post. 
Really not feeling myself at all today. I'm not really sure why, I just feel a little bit broken. 

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I think I'm just having one of those days where everything is shitty, you have no motivation to do anything; All you want to do is stay in bed, binge on fried chicken and cry whilst watching Love Actually.. Can anyone else relate? 

I feel like I'm stuck in a rutt, part of this year already has been lovely, but my current outlook for the rest of the year looks so bleak to me - Still unemployed, still no motivation to get off my butt, still little to no social life, It's getting to the point where it's more than depressing, it's draining - Relying on a job and money for my own happyness/sanity, how sad is that? 

Sorry, don't mind me, just headbutting my keyboard, wondering when i'll eventually be employed by someone.

Like I said, writting today off, tomorrow will be better.

Toodlepip x